I'm 19 years old, 5'3". I'm here to track my weight loss, inspire myself and you through custom captioned thinspo pictures, and bitch a lot along the way.
SW 156
HW 199
CW 193.6
GW 120
UGW 110
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Hiatus.
I’m tired of dealing with this unhealthy mentality. I’m eating a more balanced diet in more reasonable portions.
Tumblr is just making me hate myself more, and that’s counterproductive.
I need to accept that my body is flawed, and work to fix it.
But I also need to accept that this will not happen immediately. I can’t just stop eating and mystically lose 20 pounds.
I have to work hard.
In another couple weeks, I plan to walk 5 miles a day on days I don’t do zumba.
If I do zumba, that is.
And once I’m comfortable with 5, I’ll up it to 6.
That would take me about 2 hours, and that’s not too bad. If I can walk three miles in an hour, I can do six in two if I work my way up.
Anyway.
I’m getting off topic, but basically what I’m saying is that this isn’t healthy for me and I need to take a break and reevaluate.
Also, I see my facebook idea didn’t take off.
I may just delete the account, it’ll be a hassle to maintain two facebooks and another email address.
I only have…what, 6 now?
All for different tumblrs and purposes.
But regardless, I’m leaving for a bit.
I love you all.
Stay strong, lovelies. I’ll miss you terribly.
(and watch, I’ll probably be back tomorrow hahaha)
<3
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This is what fat looks like, for those who don’t already know. This is what is clinging to you. This is what you must get rid of.
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So tired…
I’m sick of this. I’m sick of the bingeing and restricting. I’m sick of the cycle. I’m sick of how this all makes me feel. I’m sick of tumblr and I’m sick of trying to fight for people’s rights, including my own.
I’m sick of feeling like shit.
I’m sick of hating myself.
I’m sick of trying but not being enough.
I’m sick of people not giving a shit about me.
I’m just fucking sick of everything. I want to make it go away.
What I would give to be drunk right now…
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This is the reality of things. This is what I see. When I see food, it’s a number. It’s a number I want to avoid. Is it 5? 50? 500? It doesn’t matter.
It’s a number and I’m scared of these numbers.
Source: weheartit.com
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ultimate want
Pretty much, yeah. Want.
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This is how I feel every time I try to talk to someone. :/
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Tumblr Staff: A New Policy Against Self-Harm Blogs →
One of the great things about Tumblr is that people use it for just about every conceivable kind of expression. People being people, though, that means that Tumblr sometimes gets used for things that are just wrong. We are deeply committed to supporting and defending our users’ freedom of speech,…
This is what we’re up against, lovelies. This is what we face. We will be forced to do things their way.
We will be forced to take down any content they don’t like. We will be forced to conform to their standards.
This isn’t right.
I suggest you find a new blogging platform, because we obviously can’t stay here. :/
Source: staff
New skype!
I made a new skype for anyone who’s interested.
emilystarrlovesyou is my handle, name as usual is Emily Jones.
I’d love to chat with you guys, but no videochat because I don’t want anyone to see my ugly mug.
Anyway.
Add me if you want, ignore this if you don’t.
I just want to be able to be here for my lovely friends even if tumblr decides to fuck us over.
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